And like all the guys and even my friend keep telling me how small I am like in stature and build and it’s so PLEASING to hear that I want to be tiny and slight and compact I want to be smaller I know I can be
I want to be smooth and even and balanced and instead I’m lumpy and hairy and stretched out and crooked
I’m so wretched!!!
And too my mom told me that multiple guys were checking me out at the grocery store and like it’s surreal to me!! That men might think me attractive!! It’s weird being a sexual being! But I kind like it!